rollinsology

  • Don’t do anything by half. If you love someone, love them with all your soul. When you go to work, work your ass off. When you hate someone, hate them until it hurts.
  • I got a desert in mind and I go to get lost because I’ve been found too many times before.
  • Stop the headache, cut off the head. Stop the bleeding, drain the body of blood. Stop the war, kill both sides. Stop hunger, starve them to death. Stop crime, put everyone in jail.
  • It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone, the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of animal for having felt, for having wanted. it confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong, and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside. When you let it out and it doesn’t come back, you’ve felt so alone that you can’t explain. Damn, there’s nothing like that, is there? I’ve been there and you have too. You’re nodding your head.
  • I’m always right when it comes to me. I used to think that people got in my way until I realized how little they have to do with what I’m doing. I love in one man’s land.
  • There were things I wanted to tell you. I couldn’t get it together. I couldn’t get it past your eyes. After you were gone, it hurt to have kept quiet. So easy to not say what you think. Hard to take rejection. Easy to hurt someone else and not know it. Easy to make it hard.
  • I will never be able to pound words into lines to match the velocity fo your presence.
  • I will never let you know how much you hurt me. No, I will never tell you. The last few months have sent me into myself. It’s not easy to forget you. Time is healing me. I keep my feelings to myself, it helps. I don’t understand you or your kind. I end up getting myself messed up. I can’t take anymore beatings like this.
  • Don’t hold onto time. It moves with or without you.
  • All we do is eat, sleep, and worry about the rent. Somewhere there is real life, and those live it. What about the rest? Paralyzed by television and police choke holds. Alas, life widens and grows distant.
  • If you really have a lot on your mind, and you really want to do something with yourself…then hating someone is giving them too much. Just leave them alone. It’s like when someone wants to hand you a big pile of horseshit, you don’t have to take it.
  • Go without a coat when it’s cold, find out what cold is. Go hungry; keep your existence lean. Wear away the fat, get down to the lean tissue and see what its all about. The only time you define your character is when you go without. In times of hardship, you find out what you’re made of and what you’re capable of. If you’re never tested, you’ll never define your character.